| Monday, February 26, 2007 |
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went t jas's hus ytd . fun lar , talk rubbish alot . bt see xuiyinq's face black black . . dunno why . ? i ate alot ad her hus lars . . big eater . ! =X cos it was so so nice lars . hees xD aft tt went off ad 8 plus , xy,jas,zhen&sis sent us t train station . and i went out t dxo wid frens & vian . wasnt really fun lar . th song sucksss . was okay only . th boys -.- wanna touch only . hacks . bt ofcos . i didnt let them touch much la . didnt kip t one guy . they're so borin . dxo . . yuck . i wun go bk . hmmm , we dance til 3plus den vian went off t mit her fren ad boat quay . den i went thr t mit apul,kiki&3chickieesss & vian . . blah blah den junhan dunno why , kisiao . scold scold . -.- . !! den point ad my face and shout tat i better tk cr of vivian . den i shouted bk wad's wrong wid him lar den scold him some v rude words . . well , im nt for him t scold de ma . nt lors . den he kip sayin tt im drunk cant even tk cr of myself . den how cn tk cr of vian . hey . . im bt even drunk lar -.- oh well maybe a lil . bt i gt frens wid mi oso ma . chey . . tat boy -.- anyway , he called bk and ask bout vivian lar . so i jus say la , she went hm alrdy . den he talk t mi , talk alot lar . he say : ni ren wei ni he ma lai ren zai yi qi hen hao mehs .? they only wan wad u knw .? why u wanna zi bao zi qi .? blah blah blah . . . say wad edward dote alot on mi and tt he wun let anything happen t mi . and tt when edward come out he wun wanna let him see of wad i hv become . WAD . ?!!! wad hv i became .? im good wad :] anyway he say (no offences t ANYONE)if u lyk szetho ask him bk . i can see tt he's a good guy . wad so eva lar . den i tell him lar . you dunno u don anyhow say lar . he . . .blah blah blah . . den lyk tat lor . i say over my dead body tat im ever goin bk t him , bt im nt tryin t say tt he wants mi bk or wad lar , im nt bhb . and i don think he will either . he's so happy wid his new life baby , i dont think he ever even crys lyk how he told my frens . hey fuckin save th fuck croc tears . im so angry when he kick up th stcq subject lar . hmm . PISSED OFF . bt come t thing of it , szetho , i tot u were a really good guy u knw tt .? bt come t think of it u really are v rotten . rotten t th core . change . im tellin u as a fren lar . cos if u nv change no gers u go wid would last long . when it does rite .? it means tt u hv alrdy grow up liaoosssss . . grow up as in , in love lar . be more caring . don give attitude lyk a ger . try t make her happy when she's really angry . spent more tym wid her even if u don hv th money t go out wid her im sure if she really loves you she will stil go out rite . sit down do nth oso happy lor . really ehs spent more tym means talkin more . and not mitting up and slp . as in really SLEEP . tat's nt good u knw tat . she'll feel v UNLOVED . and towards her frens , try nt t put up and black face when all mit for th frist tym lars . even if u don fell tt u are . her frens can see de ma . the frens are nt stupid . BLAH BLAH BLAH . wadeva . i've talk too much . u hv nv done all tis for mi , i really hope tt in ur next realationship u'll nt make th same mistakes . and tt u'll really give tt extra tym off wid her . t hv lil heart t heart talks . i patch up misunderstandings . t find out her lyks and dislyks . t jus look ad her and nt talk . becos . . LOVE IS NV ENF . . . humans by nature are greedy, is th actions tt counts . u love so much , in ur heart heart heart . for wad fuck . ? if u nv express how u wan her t knw . ? u love bt u nv call , u love bt u nv seems t care , u love bt u just don act . tat's no point . i really hope u understand . im nt tryin t make u angry for wadsoeva reason lar . no extra tym t do so . jus wana spill my heart out . becos for once in my life tym tat i've love you so dearly . . and tt lil lil lil things tat u do somethimes . touches my heart . and it will always be part of mi , a memory tt nv fades . a love tat will nv die . it will just be in my heart . deep inside . i'll nv forget tt i loved u . |
